Oh Sarah, I wish I could wrap my arms around you right now. Know that I'm crying with you and that I'm so, so sorry. I wish we lived in that alternate universe and that Ezra were cuddled up next to you. All my love to you today.
Oh Sarah I am so sorry. I am half expecting a call like this myself. I hope the machine picks that one up, as that's a conversation I also don't want to have. Cry all your need Sarah, I'm always here for you.
So very sorry, Sarah. I remember stuff like this. We got a phone call to come in for our "first free family portrait" at around the 6 months mark or something. Yep, I felt as if Kota had died again that very day. It sucks. I'm sorry we're all here in this alternate universe that still seems to painfully collide with that other alternate universe. Sending you good thought and lots of Reiki. Miracles, k-
Oh I'm so sorry. This has happened to me twice. First for my daughter Freyja (who died when I was 28 weeks pregnant) and secondly with my son Kees (who died when he was 7 weeks old). It's the most awful thing that someone could contact you out of the blue and NOT KNOW that your beautiful baby is gone.
I got a whole series of stares yesterday, especially at my tummy and for a pram by some mum's at Minnie's gymnastics. They usually attend a different class and the last time I saw them, I was a few days away from having Alice. I really wanted to tell them what had happened but no-one asked...
On August 29, 2008, after 33 weeks and 5 days of the most blissfully happy unproblematic pregnancy imaginable, my world came crashing down when my son Ezra Malik died in utero. I was induced and gave birth to Ezra on August 30, 2008 at 3:47 pm. He is 4 lbs, 18 inches and has the most amazing combination of his mommy and daddy's features. He is perfect in every way. We later learned he died from a placental abruption. His mommy and daddy love him dearly and miss him terribly. Ezra taught me much in his short life, and he continues to teach me every day as I journey on my own path of grief. I created this blog both to record Ezra's life, but also to create a venue to share some of Ezra's lessons as time passes and I am more able to articulate what they are. I will update it from time to time when I feel able.
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Oh Sarah, I wish I could wrap my arms around you right now. Know that I'm crying with you and that I'm so, so sorry. I wish we lived in that alternate universe and that Ezra were cuddled up next to you. All my love to you today.
Oh, I am so sorry.
I got an email, not a phone call, and I just deleted it.
I am so, so sorry, Sarah. It's so hard to be ambushed by something like this. Sending love.
Oh Sarah, how cruel that you had to explain yet again...
I'm so sorry.
Oh, Sarah, keeping thinking about you on this gloomy cruel day.
Sarah, I know how these things can just wipe you out. I'm so sorry. Thinking of you and Ezra today.
Hugs, Sara
Oh Sarah I am so sorry. I am half expecting a call like this myself. I hope the machine picks that one up, as that's a conversation I also don't want to have. Cry all your need Sarah, I'm always here for you.
Ah what a sucker punch.
Our daycare preregistered you, then had a card you sent it at the baby's birth. Perhaps that could be suggested to more daycares...
You must be just drained. I am so sorry.... these cruel reminders (as if we need a reminder) seem to continue to be thrown at us.
Strength to you today.
I hate that this happened. But you already know that. Sending you love and hugs.
I am so sorry that you have to feel this pain. It can be so raw. Am thinking of you Ezra.
That's a sucker punch. Ouch, I am sorry.
Ugh, that is just awful. I'm so, so sorry.
So very sorry, Sarah. I remember stuff like this. We got a phone call to come in for our "first free family portrait" at around the 6 months mark or something. Yep, I felt as if Kota had died again that very day. It sucks. I'm sorry we're all here in this alternate universe that still seems to painfully collide with that other alternate universe. Sending you good thought and lots of Reiki. Miracles, k-
Oh no. My heart is breaking for you. I am so so sorry
Oy, those gut punches are awful. I am so sorry.
I'm sorry Sarah. That was the worst phone call I had to make, it took me 3 months to get my courage up.
I am so desperately sorry.
Wishing I could give you a hug xxxx
Oh, what a terrible thing to have to deal with. I'm so sorry this happened. Sending you hugs.
So sorry for you, HUGS.
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I'm so sorry.
~~HUGS~~
Oh I'm so sorry. This has happened to me twice. First for my daughter Freyja (who died when I was 28 weeks pregnant) and secondly with my son Kees (who died when he was 7 weeks old). It's the most awful thing that someone could contact you out of the blue and NOT KNOW that your beautiful baby is gone.
Shit.
Sorry, my sweet friend.
I got a whole series of stares yesterday, especially at my tummy and for a pram by some mum's at Minnie's gymnastics. They usually attend a different class and the last time I saw them, I was a few days away from having Alice. I really wanted to tell them what had happened but no-one asked...
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