Despite the waterworks, we managed as always to find some quiet peace...a walk on a beautiful beach, a delicious lunch, even a little 'retail therapy' (aka new shoes).
The approach of Ezra's first birthday is hitting me hard. I miss my little boy, and all the time we were supposed to have together. On some level, I'm revisiting the disbelief...I can't believe this happened to us, that our baby boy isn't here.
In better news, the Sunflower is growing and beginning to move more and more. I feel her kick and move several times each day. Here's a belly shot taken today:
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Look at that flower blossom.
xo
Beautiful flower and beautiful mama. I won't say welcome home, as I know reality bites. Glad you had some peaceful time away, wish it could've been longer. xo
I wish Ezra was in your arms and sunflower in your womb right now. I know that is teh only way you would feel complete. Sending lots of love your way ...to Ezra, sunflower and you.
You both look beautiful. Go easy on yourself in the days ahead. I know it's a rough road. One step at atime my friend. It's the best you can do.
xxoo
Wow, you look so beautiful, you're glowing that pregnancy glow.
And who couldn't use retail therapy? I live for it!
xoxo
What a beautiful photo! You look gorgeous. I'm happy that you enjoyed your week at the beach.
You are beautiful.
xxx
you look gorgeous. so glad you got away but sad you have to come home :(
You look beautiful.
Coming home from a vacation, especially with the fears that losing a child brings, is so tough... I am sending you warm thoughts and many prayers...
You do look beautiful. Take comfort in those kicks.
Much love
Lindsay
Lovely, lovely photo.
I'm glad your holiday was good. I thought Ezra's name in the sand looked beautiful in your last post. It must have been bittersweet and beautiful to write it for yourself. I look forward to doing that for Iris one day.
You look beautiful.
xxx
Sorry the homecoming is more bitter than sweet. Here with you through the 20 week US, Ezra's birthday, and beyond. Sunflower's looking good in there.
You look beautiful with that baby bump! It's mind boggling how much life can change in a year, isn't it? I am feeling disbelief for you. Thinking of you both.
Keep growing, little Sunflower!
Awww, the belly is looking good!
Much love as you settle back into "real" life.
Look at you! How exciting! :))
Approaching birthdays can be so hard. I'm sending lots of love and hope to you and the sunflower.
And this photo of you makes me smile; it's just gorgeous.
Gorgeous -- just gorgeous. You are growing a beautiful baby there and I hear you about going 'home'. I wasn't really away from here but felt very far away.
Coming back wasn't easy.
Take care of yourself and that sunflower! xoxo
lovely picture. i hear you about the family thing. even though mine can drive me crazy, i cry whenever i leave them - no matter how long or shot the visit. it's tough not to want to be "mommy'd" during times like this. hugs to you and your sunflower.
u loook great *hugs*. When Saige's 1 year came around I just felt so weird. I felt like that entire year was just a fluke and right before March 28th she'd come back.
Thinking of you and holding you close to my heart this month. You look beautiful...
You look wonderful!! Glad you had a nice getaway. We all need that my time to time. So wonderful to hear that sunflower is 18+ wks!!
sending lots of love to you sarah. i've missed you! you look beautiful.
thinking of you, david and ezra this month. xo
Hi Sarah,
You and sunflower look gorgeous.
Sounds like you found some peace on your vacation, I'm glad.
We are so close in our 'rainbow journey'.... I have my 20 week scan tomorrow.
i'm revisiting the disbelief too...wish it were all different.
you do look beautiful and rested
xox
Looking good Sarah. I wish you could have stayed there so much longer.
xx
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